Have you ever wish you could turn back the time

[Tazzymercs]

Hi people...It's been a long long long time since I last log in to this forum..Occasionally I've been incognito mode lol to see the recent exploits and degrees..And what happen to JM14..Haha.occassionaly guessing where have good massage places and all..

Once in a while I come back to see..Alot of the old sensual writers are missing like coffeecans bro, ilock bro just to name a few famous on the block..Old times like ol'coyote also missing lol miss their stories and esp ol'coyote massage exploits. anyway.. with the past memories., I couldn't help but to reminisce the old memorise and wish could we have chose a different path from the present and branch out to a better future?

Many issues arises fighting fire one at a time..Sometimes you just wish that..If only we could turn back the time..Would we have had made any differences? made the correct choices..If that crossroad had come back again and we chose a different path from this present..Would there be any difference?

And so, the alternate life story begins...

if only I could turn back time..
If only I had said what I still had
If only I could turn back time....

Given the current situation that I'm in right now, working in a small stressful M&E company, initially set up by my uncle and now being passed down onto me, with no resources, no capital and with a workforce of 1 other..With the current director(uncle) still helming the decision making position, I feel so choked.

My uncle set up the company with 20 over workforce, growing up to 100 at its peak. in the 90's, where money can be made with "creativity" and hardwork, now in this present, not so.

Workforce dwindled to 1 other, with my uncle throwing everything at me being the accounts, driver, site surveyor, site supervisor, purchaser , admin and occasionally site work coolie.

"this company is yours already, you must tahan, you must find money!" he said..It's always in his mouth. the truth is, he wants to retire, and throw the company to me to run but, he does not want to pump in the capital nor does he wants to let go. He is conflicted. with no resources and network, I basically start from scratch yet he continues to put the pressure on me for sales and income. I had no salary from him as he said , " as a businessman, you must face the crunch of no money if you have no sales or income. you must live on your reserves! don't expect me to keep on giving! I'm tired of this! you are useless!"

Why I did not call it quits and leave...Every argument I made with him, every time I contemplating about leaving. yet..I can't...I'm 40 plus this year, basically I graduate with a bachelor degree and straight away got into his company ..It has been like 10-13 years as of date. with no real physical experience.

I can't go into the banking line as that road was closed when I made the decision into joining my uncle company.
I can't go into facilities management line as the studies I had put in was of a different path.

Basically, I'm nothing. with no real management skills, no engineering skills, I'm trashed. ..

With pressure mounting with the recent events, too many things to say, too much in the heart, I crossed the road deep in thoughts when a cement truck came speeding by. With a loud continuing horn, I look up..Staring at the ever closing truck..Staring at the panicked driver face wide eye and his mouth opening and closing..My mind went blank..This is it...I guess...My mind was telling me to move..My body couldn't comprehend the data signal my mind was giving,.....The next moment , I felt free..I was flying......

TBC

[rainyboy]

like reading story book and its a good one

[kuasimi]

This thread is not simple. Analogy of ruling party?

[Cruyff]

Good start bro, please continue ...

[oxeso]

Originally Posted by Tazzymercs

if only I could turn back time..
If only I had said what I still had
If only I could turn back time....

The next moment , I felt free..I was flying......

Guess u'll stay for the nite..

[brokenoy]

Originally Posted by Tazzymercs

Hi people...It's been a long long long time since I last log in to this forum..Occasionally I've been incognito mode lol to see the recent exploits and degrees..And what happen to JM14..Haha.occassionaly guessing where have good massage places and all..

Once in a while I come back to see..Alot of the old sensual writers are missing like coffeecans bro, ilock bro just to name a few famous on the block..Old times like ol'coyote also missing lol miss their stories and esp ol'coyote massage exploits. anyway.. with the past memories., I couldn't help but to reminisce the old memorise and wish could we have chose a different path from the present and branch out to a better future?

Many issues arises fighting fire one at a time..Sometimes you just wish that..If only we could turn back the time..Would we have had made any differences? made the correct choices..If that crossroad had come back again and we chose a different path from this present..Would there be any difference?

And so, the alternate life story begins...

if only I could turn back time..
If only I had said what I still had
If only I could turn back time....

Given the current situation that I'm in right now, working in a small stressful M&E company, initially set up by my uncle and now being passed down onto me, with no resources, no capital and with a workforce of 1 other..With the current director(uncle) still helming the decision making position, I feel so choked.

My uncle set up the company with 20 over workforce, growing up to 100 at its peak. in the 90's, where money can be made with "creativity" and hardwork, now in this present, not so.

Workforce dwindled to 1 other, with my uncle throwing everything at me being the accounts, driver, site surveyor, site supervisor, purchaser , admin and occasionally site work coolie.

"this company is yours already, you must tahan, you must find money!" he said..It's always in his mouth. the truth is, he wants to retire, and throw the company to me to run but, he does not want to pump in the capital nor does he wants to let go. He is conflicted. with no resources and network, I basically start from scratch yet he continues to put the pressure on me for sales and income. I had no salary from him as he said , " as a businessman, you must face the crunch of no money if you have no sales or income. you must live on your reserves! don't expect me to keep on giving! I'm tired of this! you are useless!"

Why I did not call it quits and leave...Every argument I made with him, every time I contemplating about leaving. yet..I can't...I'm 40 plus this year, basically I graduate with a bachelor degree and straight away got into his company ..It has been like 10-13 years as of date. with no real physical experience.

I can't go into the banking line as that road was closed when I made the decision into joining my uncle company.
I can't go into facilities management line as the studies I had put in was of a different path.

Basically, I'm nothing. with no real management skills, no engineering skills, I'm trashed. ..

With pressure mounting with the recent events, too many things to say, too much in the heart, I crossed the road deep in thoughts when a cement truck came speeding by. With a loud continuing horn, I look up..Staring at the ever closing truck..Staring at the panicked driver face wide eye and his mouth opening and closing..My mind went blank..This is it...I guess...My mind was telling me to move..My body couldn't comprehend the data signal my mind was giving,.....The next moment , I felt free..I was flying......

TBC

Hope you can continue bro off to a good start

[chenzong]

Another 穿越 story...

[wga012001]

Sorry, TS is still in the hospital. Please be patient

[Maverickky]

if only I could turn back time..
If only I had said what I still had
If only I could turn back time....

[Tazzymercs]

As I was flying...At that exact moment, I felt free!
" This is it I guess...Sorry dear..For not making enough money and marrying you. sorry kids..For not doing enough for you all..I'm sorry daddy isn't here to see you all grow up..
Sorry girl, daddy cannot see you grow up, be with you when you are going through up and down..Sorry daddy cannot see you date and then cannot give you away at your wedding..Sorry boy, daddy cannot be your strong pillar when you need me there for advices, sorry boy daddy cannot be there to support you anymore...."

As I landed on the asphalt, strangely enough, I did not feel pain. as I lay motionless, a tear formed and flowed down the corner of my eye, I gasped my last breathe..And a vision of darkness envelopes me...

" di..Di...Di....System extracting ..1%......20%.....48%....78%...100%.."
" System online and operating..."
" Welcome..System crossroad is at your service"

" huh?!" as a voice mechanically Twitted in my head..
"system? crossroad?" where am I? I can't open my eyes..It's like I'm floating..In an empty space where there is only black surroundings. I can't seem to know if I had open my eyes or is my eyes still closed..

"please select one cross road in your life that you wished to change when that will be the only chance you have"

"huh?! crossroad...." in deep thoughts..As I thought to myself or am I even talking out loud..
"there are so many cross road in life...First of the many was the day I choose my poly course way way back in the teens.."

*flashback to the day I am suppose to choose the poly I wanted to go and the course I wanted to take...

" dear..So how ah..Which poly you going?" J asked while semi naked waist down on the bed.

"duno leh..Near my area ba...T poly lo.." I shrugged..While I was filling up the forms..
" ChemEng ba..My dad tell me to choose..He say good prospect in the future. I don't have any idea what the fuck is that lol and he say good then good lo.. "

" you leh?" I asked while I was filling up the forms in quick succession.. all poly be it second choice poly, third choice poly all fill ChemEngine

" I think I will go business school T poly ba...." post me do some research...J Said while sitting down beside me on the bed two hand wrap around my neck, face resting on my shoulder looking at what I'm doing.

" let me turn around....Back strain Liao..." I struggled to turn..

As I turn, I grabbed a pillow and fluffed it before lying down on it..While raising the form to the front of my face while lying down, my dick was exposed in front of her..

J grabbed my cock and was stroking it up down motion while I am still mulling over our I had made the correct choices...

"dear you think I should consider other courses ma?" I asked..

J while pumping my dick..Having erected..When sat on me.." ahhhhhh...Dear...You...You...Thin.....Th..Think..A bout it ...It ..lo..Ha..Ha...Ha...Ah...Ah....mmmmm..."

"Wei...You got so horny meh? just had the round only one..."

J was riding on me...Grinding back and forth..Slow tempo at first...Before picking up speed..." no..No...No...Choice dear.." while gasping...:" I see the bi..Big boy..Ha..Ha..Haaaa....I want again...Dear... ahhh.. ahhh... Mm.. dear..Is coming!!!Coming!!!"

Her hand was pulling back on my chest..Fingers extracting and detracting like claw and while grinding fast..Leaving red scratch marks on my body.." come! dear come!" as I thrust up my hips while she grind furiously .....

As I lay in the nothiness I think..I can't seem to know if I'm standing or laying down in the nothingness, as I had this flashback..I don't feel my body responding to this erotic flashback..Hell..I can't even feel myself...As I'm there thinking..Should I go back to this point in time? or should I move on more......

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[Tazzymercs]

As I am deep in my thoughts, there are so many crossroads I wanted to go back to..The cheating gf saga, the giving up the money for some MLM startups...The night I spend at a ML rental house....The joining of this current company....

Cheating gf saga..So many flash back in mind...From the day she cheated on her bf to be with me..Deep down I knew..I will be the next.. I never regret being with her..Just that I really regret never bang her till the very last moment..Should I contemplate with going back to the time?

This MLM thingy was a big mistake..Regretted joining my army mate, regretted going down..And regretted pumping in 24k for the bloody product..When I could have had used it for other things...Should I go back to where it first started?..My heart is swaying into choosing this...

The joining of this company .....The biggest regret in life....Because of joining, I missed my big opportunity to join a big 4 accounting firm..Not once but twice...I believe I would have had done so so so much better instead of going this current company..

as I lay suspended in the nothingness, if I go back to earlier...I would have had all these settled....But I would have to continue studying...Redo army...And back to studying at the uni..The studying stress me out...Should I or should I not back to study...