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Originally Posted by Penguin23
I'm amazed that you didn't lose both
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As I look back now, I am indeed very lucky that I was given a chance to make a choice.
Even tho I may have been 2 timing, I was also invested emotionally with both of them.
I wonder if the other would be the one I am thinking about if my choice was different.
The helplessness with my situation is such that I sometimes do the 'sour grapes' mentality to ease myself.
As in so much has happened since then, would she still have been the same now as before, maybe not.
So it is better that I have a memory of her that is not tarnished by the life I have since led.
And she has been for the better by not being with me during my turbulent times.