[EnigmaofSorrow]

On Friday night, I attempted to finish up my project and decided to head down to Jenny’s party. I had not informed prior to this that I was going so it must have surprised her when I called her.

Me: Yo. Party still on?

J: Yeah! Why you never SMS me?

Me: Busy lah. You all need anything?

J: More alcohol and cigarettes!

Me: Right. Anything else?

J: Aiyah just come la!

Me: Ok. I’ll be there soon. Bye.

J: Bye!

I headed over to 7-11 to grab some beer and those bottles of pre-mixed alcohol. I considered buying cigarettes for them but it did not seem like a good idea.

I arrived slightly after midnight and navigated my way to Jenny’s flat. I called her when I reached and waited for her to open the door. I sat at the staircase and took out my cigarettes. It sounded awfully quiet for a party.

The door suddenly opened and it was dark inside. Jenny stuck her head out.
She looked red.

J: Hey! Come in lah!

Me: I’m still smoking. Wait lah.

She staggered out and joined me. She was wearing a tight halter-neck top and shorts. She looked pretty high. She grabbed my pack and took out a stick. I did not stop her.

J: Lighter leh?

I took out my lighter and passed it to her. She lit the stick and took a drag.

Me: Where’s everyone? Your party is a little quiet.

J: In my room. All high liao.

Me: How many people are there?

J: 6. Plus me 7.

Me: All girls?

J: Ya. All girls.

Me: Jason leh?

J: He not at home.

Me: Eh, this is not right lah. All girls then I’m the only guy.

J: Wah lau. You scared what?

Me: No lah.

J: We won’t rape you!

She hooked her arm around mine and lay her head on my shoulder.

J: At least now got handsome guy join us.

Me: Haha. Very funny.

She rested her hand on my thigh.

Me: I think I better go lah. Not very nice.

She grabbed my hand.

J: Why! Stay lah. I promise we won’t do anything!

Me: I’m not scared of that lah. It’s just not very nice.

7 counts of rape did not sound very appealing.

J: Then you come all the way for what?

Me: I thought it’s a party mah. Got girls and guys. Playing cards or what. Now you tell me it’s all girls who are high or drunk, you think I will stay meh?

J: Wah lau. Don’t like that leh.

Me: You can keep the booze. I’ll leave first.

I passed her the beer and alcohol and got up to leave. She took it and put it on the floor. She stubbed out her cigarette and pulled me towards her, sticking her tongue in my mouth. Her tongue-stud was indeed a different experience. I pushed her away.

Me: Sorry, I’m not that drunk yet.

J: Stay lah. We can fuck.

Me: Wah lan eh. You think I’m some sex maniac ah?

J: Sex only lah. I never ask you be my boyfriend.

Me: You’re crazy. And I think you’re drunk.

J: I’m not drunk! I can drink some more!

She took the beer, opened a can and tried to down it in one gulp. I took the can from her.

Me: Enough lah.

J: Stay and chat with me can? We go to the roof garden.

Me: Ok.

She went back inside the house and grabbed to grab her keys. She locked the main door and we proceeded to the roof garden. I wondered why I agreed to go with her as she was obviously drunk or very high.

We sat at one of the benches. The surrounding lights were switched off and the area was only illuminated by the pale moonlight.

Me: So what do you want to talk about?

I lit another cigarette. She opened another can of beer.

J: Dunno. Anything lor.

Me: Hey, you asked me here. I’m here. So talk.

J: I like you leh.

Now that was a shock.

Me: Uh-huh.

J: Last time, I thought you very hot.

Me: Last time when? When you were Sec 1? It’s just a crush lah.

J: Maybe. I like guys like you. Play sports, got muscles all that.

I rolled my eyes.

Me: A lot of guys are like that what.

J: My first boyfriend also like you.

Me: And then?

J: So I like guys like you lor. Fit and strong.

Me: Haha. Ok. So it’s just a crush thing lah. It will pass.

J: Are you good in bed?

Me: What?

J: Are you good at fucking?

Me: Wah lau. What kind of a question is that?

J: Ask only lah. I like guys like you and like to fuck.

Me: So go find a boyfriend lor.

J: Find so many liao. All I fucked till I got bored.

I rolled my eyes again. Such promiscuity at such a young age.

Me: Wah. You fuck so much not scared pregnant or STD meh?

J: I got use condom lah. No condom no fuck. Why you so kaypoh?

Me: Curious lah. Didn’t expect Jason’s sister to be like that.

J: You think I loose issit?

Me: No lah. Like I said, last time you so innocent, now so wild. It’s surprising.

J: Haha. Blame my first boyfriend lor. Taught me how to enjoy sex.

Me: Right. So why am I here again?

J: Aiyah, that day I saw you at Burger King. So coincidental. So I started thinking about you lor. Ask you come to my party. Maybe ask you be my boyfriend.

Me: Haha. It doesn’t work like this lah. You think so easy meh?

J: Guys only want sex what. I also want sex. But if got feeling then maybe can be a couple lor.

Me: So what makes you think I want to be your boyfriend?

J: Try only lah. You think I chio or not?

Me: Ok lah. Prettier than last time.

J: Voulez vous coucher avec moi?

Me: That sounds damn familiar. It’s from a song right?

J: Ya. Lady Marmalade.

Me: Shit. What’s the meaning? I forgot.

J: It means will you sleep with me?

Me: Er. No.

J: Why?

Me: Cos you are my good friend’s little sister? Wait he whack me how?

J: HAHA! You think he can whack you meh? You so fit.

Me: Very funny lah. KNN. I know your parents also. You think they will be happy meh?

J: How they know? I choose who I want to sleep with what, not them.

Me: Is the alcohol making you horny or are you usually this horny?

J: Always horny lah. You got condoms or not?

Me: No. You’re kidding right?

J: Be my fuck buddy leh. Don’t need to be boyfriend.

Me: I think you’re really crazy.

I had heard of the concept of fuck-buddies before, but I never had one, and never thought about having one. Somehow such behavior eluded me, as I could not fathom how two people could just have sex, with no feelings between them.

J: You gay ah? Or virgin. How come all the guys I ask to have sex with all agree one?

Me: They horny mah. I different. I respect women. Haha.

J: Like real. So like that you reject me I can also say you not respecting me what. Right?

Me: Wah piang eh. Don’t say until like that lah. We hardly know each other and yet you want me to sleep with you? How you know I’m clean?

J: Why? You got AIDS ah? Or what? Your dick falling off?

Me: No lah. What I’m saying is you shouldn’t be so, er, desperate. Doesn’t mean got cock means must fuck. You never think of a long term relationship meh?

J: I’m being practical lah. Now where got such thing as long term? Even if long term, how long can it be? I’m only 17, don’t tell me you expect me to be with the same guy till I get married at like 30 right?

Me: Well…

J: So now I have short term needs, so I find someone to fulfill them short term lor. Makes sense right?

Me: Ok lah. Makes sense. But it still doesn’t mean you go asking every guy
you see to fuck you. It’s very, slutty.

J: So I’m a slut lor. I don’t care one lah. So you want to fuck me or not?

Me: What? No! Why are you still asking?

J: Because I want to get fucked by you.

Me: Seriously, this is a bad idea. Can you go find someone your age or something. Someone who’s fucking horny.

I was fucking horny back then. But the idea of boning someone who was not even legal to smoke or drink kind of turned me off. And she sounded like someone who had way much more experience than me.

J: You’re no fun.

Me: Never had a guy reject you before issit?

J: Ya lor. How come you got so much self-control one?

Me: I don’t know. It’s a good thing I suppose.

J: Next time will you consider being my FB or not?

Me: Haiz. Ok lah. Next time. When you change your mindset.

J: Haha. I’ll always be horny lah. But maybe I’ll be more selective on who I choose.

Me: Yes. Please go find a nice boy. And don’t go around fucking every dick you see.

J: You very critical leh. But really, I used to like you.

Me: Like I said, it’s probably a crush. Don’t think so much about it lah.

J: Ok lor. But I still want to find out how good in bed you are.

Me: Keep waiting then. Haha.

J: Can one. I can wait. Just make sure when you decide to, you don’t disappoint me.

Me: Wah. I don’t think you are in any position to make such challenges. Haha.

J: Ok, ok.

Me: Anyway it’s quite late I better go back liao.

J: You drink and drive?

Me: I can one lah. Let me walk you up.

J: Ok.

So much for a first encounter. I never expected Jenny to have such a drastic change from the seemingly innocent school girl to the slut with a high sex drive. I hoped that the things she told me were half-true, and it was the alcohol clouding her mind. In any case, I turned down her offer to be fuck-buddies initially as it did not feel right. She was, after all, the little sister of my good friend, and I dared not imagine what the consequences would be if he or his parents found out that I was bonking their little girl. Ok, maybe not so little, but still younger than me. We still kept in contact through SMS, and MSN, and I did bump into her while clubbing a few times. Nothing really happened until one day I met her while clubbing again…


to be continued...