So after saving the graphs and emailing it to the AP, the 3 of us left library together. Sofian was talking to Judy and after walking down the stairs, they said bye. Judy and I need to go back to the lab to take our bags. All the while I was behind them, staring at Judy‘s bra and recalling Sofian’s valley. And because of this, the hard-on I had while staring at Sofian’s valley remained. Worse of all, Sofian made a turn to go down another flight of stairs, I stole a glance into her valley again. I had to release, but I have to hide the hard-on in my pants. So I was acting a little bit weird trying to cover up.
Judy: “Why you look so weird?”
Me: “I do? Why?”
Judy: “Why? Ask yourself why!”
Me: *Blank look*
Judy: “Is it because just now that incident…?”
I wasn’t thinking clearly at that time already. To me, the moment she re-mentioned the incident, I thought she was opened to sexual talks.
Me: “Nothing. I just…”
Judy: “Uh-huh. Then?”
I moved my mouth near her ear.
Me: “I have been fantasizing.”
Judy: “Me????”
She moves her head away from me as she said that.
Me: “Yah…”
And beyond my wildest imagination, she laughed and asked…
Judy: “What about me?”
Me: “Oral sex.”
I REALLY said that out, no joke. But not loud. I have mentioned, I was not thinking clearly, and I thought oral sex was a better term than blowjob.
Judy: “Waa… Ok.”
No strong retaliation was a good indication.
Me: “I know of a toilet where there is nobody.”
This toilet, is at the top level, only accessible by stairs. Once you come out of the stairs, the male toilet is just straight in front about 5 meters away. The female toilet is on the left. On the right, there is this office with glass doors. I have never seen anyone walking in or out. Whenever I need to take a poop, I will always come to this toilet. And I have never encountered anyone going into the toilet.
Judy: “Huh???”
I didn’t say anything. But my facial expression was like ‘please?’
And bingo, because I heard her murmured ‘Ok’. I walked towards that block, and I was hell nervous. I peeped back to ensure she was following me. And she was. When going up the stairs, I didn’t have to look back because I could hear her footsteps. Once we are out of the stairs, I pointed to the male toilet.
Judy: “Male one? And there’s an office here…”
Me: “I have never seen anyone here before… I used this toilet a million times…”
Judy: “You sure?”
Me: “Yes.”
Judy: “You go in and check if anyone’s in there first…”
I went in and see, no one. I could tell that the usual chirpy Judy was nervous. Maybe scared. Maybe confused why a friend would ask her for such a weird request. I was equally confused and scared as her actually, because she agreed too easily. But my small head was in command already.