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Originally Posted by Black Page
Ahah! 
Joking apart, besides irony, I really understand your feeling. Same for me. I felt big sympathy when I read your post.
The "problem" of Batam is that there are way too many girls who made me feel flying above clouds, who make me (us) think "she is special, not like others". Sigh!  |
The very nature of their job is to make guys feel good, whether by words or by conduct. Hence, when we play this game, we have to guard against feeling into emotional trap. 8 years ago, I got trapped real bad. Haizzz.. But, this one is different. 6/10 looks, not even my type, asking me permission on almost everything, I feel comfortable with her, for almost the entire afternoon, we are just lying on the bed, chit chatting, I telling her story, she plucking my white hair, it doesn't matter if the sex happen or not (well, of course it does), and she's enterprising too, was on the phone frequently arranging clothing delivery while we are having dinner. That was 3 weeks back. Last weekend, I was supposed to meet her. But, got sidetracked and visited my 800k ssyt, this is really my type. I felt so bad. Almost best myself up when she just mildly grumbled "said that want to call me, but no news at all". Asked me for phone credits, but tell me no need a lot, just 20k will do.
Just ignore me, feeling vexed from work. Just like entering a boxing ring with hands tied behind. Bleh....